Nocko

Lyrics

350,000 on the bail
They won’t let me in the dorms nah they got me in one cell
The only time I’ma visit hell
Tier two - 37 block if I didn’t know the Lord then I wouldn’t of got knocked
Another story for another time all facts no lying word to my pops
Can’t stop - won’t stop - no diddy bop its a pity that I got popped
But I’m here now - no cryin-over spilled-milk-when U own the cow
The cattle on a thousand hills belong to the Lord we fall n stay down how
In tha here n now n tha way the world turn to the devil I will not bow
I would die first ‘for I give another second of energy to that clown
Lemme calm down
I was runnin roun town up in CT
Until a dime dropped n tha boys came to see me
My family was in tha dark from tha start like ray n stevie
They tried to quiet my bark at bcc
Big dog but seniority like a mini me
Look at denny he, got himself in some trouble n people lookin waitin for tha bubble to burst so they can key key
But God had the last laugh fast forward five years when He dried our tears n had em absolute pardon me
But this aint I dream of genie
I couldn’t wiggle ma nose so I could be free
I was a hostage in the state of Connecticut
Too many predicates hashtag free me-tha n o c

Why we run like a secret to ask for forgiveness
When tha whole world know good n well that we did it
N I aint gotta talk about it like I didn’t live it
Everybody that was wit me know I was tha first one to get it
They know - God knows I owe my life
After everything I did- I’d say thats a fair price
Consequences n penalties are suspended
On God - that part of my life has ended

To justify it I was doin it for my family
But I was lyin I was livin out a fantasy ahhh
God’s hand didn’t let em take that shot
He stole the rope cause I was tha one that was tyin tha knot whoa

Suicidal Tendencies
Too much alcohol drug use bad temper when I get behind the wheel I have tha need for speed
A few times I was made to bleed
Metaphorically mentally physically I was headin downhill fast on skis
Wanted to hit up everybody that stressed me
I needed them to bless me like I just sneezed
I couldn’t pray on my knees top bunk layin on ma back
Tha opportunity I seized
Lord forgive the times I broke Your heart especially for the reasons that I’m in here please
Help me get rid of that sin that eaaaasily trips me up I don’t need
Order my steps walkin out tha gates back to tha world ten toes down now goin back to ma girl n ma family that-kept me up when I was down - bad
Always-mad
Feelin guilty that I’m free as a bird while my boys is still down pretty sure that they heard
That I skated on 13 F’s I aint talkin bout grades but I prayed till I had nothin left I
Reintroduced God to my whole tier never did time before but I had no fear
Not a worry in tha world cause none of us was there
Even when we didn’t agree I stood on my square
Not a soapbox or a rec chair I was more transparent than a questionnaire
Got a tattoo in there n nobody stared matter fact they made sure the co’s weren’t aware
They called me big bro which I thought was unfair but they never woulda changed their lives unless God put in - there

Why we run like a secret to ask for forgiveness
When tha whole world know good n well that we did it
N I aint gotta talk about it like I didn’t live it
Everybody that was wit me know I was tha first one to get it
They know - God knows I owe my life
After everything I did- I’d say thats a fair price
Consequences n penalties are suspended
On God - that part of my life has ended